Enzo’s Love

“I’m so, so sorry,” my little one says and my heart twangs. “It’s okay sweetie.” He’s a meek little kitten. “Can I hug you Daddy?” he says and sits up on my hubby’s stomach. “I love you Daddy.” Moments like these are white marsh mellows caught aflame, so tender and powerfully moving. Hard to imagine the teenage years might be hug shunning ones. I hope he always gives me secret hugs and kisses and says “I love you,” spontaneously.

Can I Hold the Moon?

“There’s the moon,” says Enzo. “Can I hold it?” “Sure,” I say. What will we hold it with? A lasso? Gloves? Or just barehanded? Moonlight illuminates Enzo’s soft face. I want to place a plump kiss on his cheek. I want to squeeze him and rock him to kingdom come. He is new in this life. He is brand new. He takes the jacket off his stuffy. “He’s hot. He doesn’t need a jacket.” We flip through a book and see a mouse hiding. “He’s hiding,” Enzo says. “Can I hide?” Enzo scootches into the closet. “Where is he?” Enzo says, “I can’t find him anywhere!” We take playdough out. “Can you make Papa?” Enzo asks. “Can you make a snake?” Enzo’s shaggy hair swings about his head cheerfully. “Sing the Papa song!” Enzo requests. “Sing the zamboni song!” My little boy knows how to make believe. He makes believe every day.