Please wait for me. Honey, I just can’t come home right now. I need a break from mental melodrama. Miracles happen but not tonight. Tonight I’m not going home. I’m going to run my hand down a sterile white wall. I’m going to eat my burger in the form of a square casserole. I’m going to take two little pink pills, two banana flavored pills, an Ativan and an injection. I’m going to listen to Christian music till it drives me batty. Then I’m going to cast out my demons. But not home. Not tonight. Please wait for me.